September 2011
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Feeling extra ugly today.
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“Eating Disorders constantly hide their existence. They will evolve to cover...”
– http://mylifewithanorexia.wordpress.com/ (via sickly-thin)
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I’m going to LA for acting in exactly 12 days with a group not my parents, then Singapore and Vietnam in 3 months. I’m going to be force fed for the next 4 months but I’m dreading going to Singapore the most because of my family. My chest hurts, my stomach has cramps and my back is aching. Everything is coming down on me and I don’t know if anything is worth it anymore.
Anonymous asked: Don't worry you're a great person. It may be very terrible that they found out, but they love you and only want to help you. Stay strong ;)
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My whole family has found out about my disordered eating. I don’t know what to think, but I certainly can’t breath. My heart has been crumbling, only this time I can actually physically feel it.
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what are we fighting for?
bonesofbeauty:
we’re fighting for control, but we know we’re being controlled. we’re fighting for safety but we know nothing that we’re doing is safe. we’re fighting for security but we’re unlocking so many dangers. we’re fighting to be good enough but we’re only ever pitied. we’re fighting to be loved but we just push people away.
we’re fighting for happiness but every day we cry a little...
I'm really fucking lonely
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and it fucking sucks. i hate it.
Doctors are so unhelpful, fuck I hate them.
Stuck in hospital over night and my mother and the doctor have now found out I don’t eat, yaaaaay! Um NO!
Currently waiting in the emergency at the hospital for chest pain… Fuck
My chest hurts so much,
But it just gives me an excuse not to eat anything because eating creates more pain.
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9715) If I didn't live with my parents, I would...
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I CAN'T EAT. I CAN'T.
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